still can't sleep

and i ask myself, why am i still in love with you?

you've shown me nothing but sorrow... maybe because of our differences.

still, i can only think of you... there are others but none like you.

you are my love, you are who i want, you are the one who has my heart.

this should be a song but here is no melody to it, for you are missing... the one song that is for mi..... my song mi.

i think of a promise, one which i still remember...

i remember how you reminded me of it and i remember how i should remember.

i remember how you reminded me...

i remember how everything started... and i still remember how beautiful it was...

and still i hope that one day it will be what i am looking for.

a broken heart looking to be healed.

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because i still remember... clear as day, when you and i were together, when you and i still laid together in bed... because these memories are still as vivid as life is... because... just because, you are who you are. and, 'god' knows why, i still love you...

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some have said i shouldn't write but just photograph, because i have an eye for the moment. nonetheless, i write because i think. and still i photograph because i see... yet, although i can see much, i still cannot see who i really am. and again i continue on my journey, looking for that what i am looking for.

and on and on, you are always in my mind, because i still feel for you what i then felt... so strongly, so intensively... so passionately and so emotionally.

and here i lay, hoping that these messages from me you read... hoping to see you there where i fell in love with you.

a hopeless romantic... hoping for your romance.

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