good bye HSM...

i've not forgotten about you, but i've moved on.

as i listen to an old melody, i realise, that my ability to feel moves on, as do the waves strike onto the beach. i will never forget you, songmi, but i cannot live based on a fantasy... my life is fantastical as it is. and you have been part of it.

now, restlessly, it feels attracted to another woman. nothing mutual as far as i can tell, but she is one that blows my mind away...

nonetheless, i think of and am reminded of you more often than i'd like. different situations and people i see just make me think of you. though i've tried to show you, not much have you shown me. i still think of that promise, and i will be there, for on that date not far from you i will be. no matter what, i will wait for you, just to se if you as well can keep a promise you reminded me of... a promise to again meet at that same place we met for the first time.

life goes on, but you are always with me and always will be, for part of my life you have been and so part of my life you will always be... that beautiful tree who sang a beautiful Song for Mi.