he speaks... to himself

fall in love...

but how? it feels as if i can't anymore....

don't think about it.

well, if i don't, will i?

the less you think of it, the less you expect it, the better are your chances.

well..........

yes?

i seem to always fall in love with the wrong person.

how do you mean, with the wrong person..?

i'm not sure... it's almost like an impossible love. or not love, but situation.

please, elaborate your thoughts. it's not really clear what you want to say.

i believe i have recently fallen in love, but she is very far away and i don't think we will be meeting again any time soon. we are in different sides of the world.

why do you say you've fallen in love with her then..?

i don't feel this feeling towards anyone else.

could it be that you are misinterpreting your own feelings?

possibly...

do you plan to do anything about it?

i can't really.

why?

well, i'm here, she's there. i'd like to go there but then i'd have to give up my dreams.

is she not worth it?

i don't know....

how can you not know?

what if i were to give up on my dreams to go to her and she only wants to stay friends..? only the thought of it throws me off balance.

so you're saying she's not worth giving up your dreams for?

no, i'm not saying that...

then.....?

i want to see her, to meet with her... to tell her how i feel, but my present situation doesn't allow me to.

hmmm.... i see your point, but still... you know what they say, sacrifices aren't what you want to do but rather what you have to do to get what you want.

who says that?!

it's a saying... to sacrifice is to do what you don't want to. and when you sacrifice something you get something else in return.

who says that?!?!

wise words of a lost civilization.

thanks, that's a lot of help.............

loose your expectations and expect the unexpected. you'll learn there is a lot more to be won than just your dreams.

i believe there is some sense in what you're saying, but.......... can it not be more practical?

life isn't a practical thing. to achieve your goals, to get what you want, you have to invest something, be it your intellect or your sweat, you have to give to get something in return.

aren't you a wise one.......

are we not?

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